Perfection

For many years I had given up on love

I thought it had forsaken me

But now this angel from above

Has cured my blindness so I may see

With eyes as blue as newborn fire

A smile that outshines the sun

To hold you close is what I desire

Happiness is what I've won

For she with hair that's red and fine

And skin as fair as day

With lips as intoxicating as the strongest wine

No other has made me feel this way

From those lips I desire another kiss

When I recieve it I'll be in bliss.

Meaning II

My life has meaning now

An angel with crimson hair

I thank the Lord above how

He could send me a gift so fair

I look in the mirror

And I don't hate what i see

In my heart I thank her

For setting my soul free.

I've regained hope

She is my luck, my four leaf clover

I untie the noose in the rope

My hiatus from her will soon be over

Every second without her is pure agony

I do love her as you can clearly see.

Friend

I'm on the cliff

 I need a friend

Only if 

Maybe I wouldn't want my life to end.

Tears sting my cheeks

It hurts to cry

I've been waiting for weeks

For today, the day that I die

The sunlight is a gentle reminder

Of the darkness clouding my heart

Who lives therein an axe grinder

Waiting to chop it apart

My mouth is dry like chalk

As i sever the cords I use to talk.

Witch

Burn me at the stake

Drown me

Give me more than I can take

I long to not be.

Rape

Kill

Put it on tape

For those that are ill.

My presence, a plague

My mind, a virus

All I feel is ague

But I'm glad there is no us.

I know when i die

No one will cry.

Meaning

Life has lost all meaning it seems

Living day to day without love

Black and white is what i see in my dreams

As I envision a bullet as pure as a dove.

I stare at the mirror

Disgusted by what I see

In my head I hear her

Breaking the heart of me.

I lose all hope

No luck or four leaf clover

As I slowly tie the rope

I yearn for it all to be over.

I cry for all the things I wanted to do

And as I drift away I whisper "I love you"