Saturday, September 25, 2010

Am I Still Alive?

I sit up at night
I can't sleep at all
Wishing my sight
Would behold your call
The meaning of life
Is a cold depressing state
Full of angst and strife
And dark black hate
I can't feel a thing
But the bite of the bullet
The phone will never ring
So the trigger, I must pull it
What is the sight that will give me hope?
My cold dead body swinging from a rope.