Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The Moon

Beat back the sun that exposes me
Darken the sky,
So that no one will see
That I want to die.
Love has left me cold,
Broken is my pride;
My soul feels old
From all the tears it's cried.
My soul is broken,
I have no drive.
For any word I've spoken
My soul will not revive.
So shine down on me moon,
I'll end my suffering soon.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Life

I'm feeling really depressed and i'm wondering if life is really worth it anymore. 

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Deysi

This is an entry from Deysi Rodriguez


"I'm usually not a complainer.
and if there is one thing i hate the most of everything: DRAMA!! 
and for future reference: I apologize for anything that will happen on Monday when we get back. Here it goes:
1.)"The thing that ticked me off into writing this was the fact that i recently found out i just ruined a relationship. (not mine a friends) all because "he likes me( he has a girl) and I don't and well Alex is mad and well i don't blame him. and FYI they go to Carnegie 
2.) lmao. i hate when people come to me and talk shit about other people and the second they go back to that person, guess what?? they are all nice to that person. (I'm not saying who cuz i literary feel sorry for that individual.) so guess what person? everyone fucken hates you.. as far as i know. 
3.) its funny to me how people talk to me and then turn their backs and talk shit... so if you seriously want to say something, just let it out its not like i care. (but seriously i dont)
4.) from drama, whining, Carnegie, bitches, whores, fake pregnancies, PDA, backstabbing, and stares. I'm tired of it. dont come complaining to me when you cant say shit straight up to people.
5.) I am honestly sorry about this but after the car accident i was in. i honestly stopped caring about what people have to say nor what happens Monday. so i think people should honestly be fucken REAL! and please! PLEASE! dont include me in drama because i hate drama and attention whores.
and this goes out to this girl who will find out on Monday who she is::
"I am so SORRY!! i know i just ruined your relationship, but at least you know what is what"

and my status:
since I'm living i think i ow you guys the truth. i hate half of you I'm tired of all the bullshit. Feels good to let that out!"

You'll know when I'm a complete bitch to you and when I treat you nicely.
I'm changing the way I treat people. I'm ether going to Ignore you or treat you nicer. but maybe you wont give a shit at all but i dont mind. 

Deysi Rodriguez. 

AND CLAYTON SAYS: TO GO SIT ON COCK.


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had to include this

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Monday, March 9, 2009

Shakespeare's best

SONNET 10
For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
Who for thyself art so unprovident.
Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
But that thou none lovest is most evident;
For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate
That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
Make thee another self, for love of me,
That beauty still may live in thine or thee.


my favorite sonnet

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Wow

I have no life