Sunday, May 31, 2009

Knight

My life was an all time high

Living on the mountain top

Now my soul longs to die

My heart yearns to stop

I am inadequate

My love is not enough

Life, not you is what I hate

I’m tired of being tough

The game is over, I’m busted

The knight is dead

My shining armor is all rusted

And blood spills out of my chest in a river of red

Before I float into death,

Your name is my final breath.

Sorrow

I love you 
But love is gone away
My life has been painted a dark shade of blue
And I don't know what to say
She was my life, my love, mi amor
There was only her, there was no other
Now we're seperated by a door
Slammed shut by her mother
My happines is done
My life is over
My life lacks the light from the very sun
From my depression there is no cover
As I press the gun against my lips and await pure bliss
I remember we united ours in a tender kiss

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tina

My love for you is strong
My kisses many
Iwant to make love to you all night long 
And smack that fanny
You bring out the best in me
And make me feel good again
You make me forget all the times I couldn't see
Through all the deep, dark pain
Turn off the light
I beckon with my arm
Iwant to hold you tight
And keep you safe from harm
All my love for you does is grow
It is larger than you will ever know.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Memory

Always and forever
Were just words to you
Your deception was very clever
And my heart is broken and blue
My love to you was a game 
My heart, my soul, my life
Now I wonder if I'm to blame
I only wanted to be your wife
Distance was your tool
To break my heart in two
I now feel like a fool
And there's pain in everything Ido
In life I've lost all hope
As I sway back in forth on the end of a rope

written on behalf of Maria Hernandez

*alternate final couplet*
But now I love Clayton
And you know a playa' ain't hatin'

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Death

Hand me a blade to slash my wrists
Hand me one bullet to put in the gun
My hands are clenched in fists
In anticipation of my life being done
I'm ready to die
Just call my name
In Hell I'll fry
With no one to blame
Cry for me 
Or don't
For when I cannot see
I know you won't
I slowly float off into space
As i kiss your nonexistant face.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Need

Call me needy
It may be true
But I'm only greedy
When it comes to loving you
My arms desire hugs
My lips desire sweet kisses
Don't let my advances meet indiferent shrugs
For it is you that my heart misses
Your mind is the poetry of my soul
Your curves , temptation for my body
But I love you whole
Not just because you're a hottie
Goodbye, is what you'll hear from me never
My heart is what you have forever.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Love

All my attempts at love have failed
Resulting in a broken heart
A soul that has ailed
And a mind too weary to start
But now there is a love
So perfect, so true
She is as beautiful as a snow white dove
That is flying off into a sky so blue
With tender kisses from lips so soft
And hugs from arms so sweet
My soul has been set aloft!
And I'm light on my feet
With this I hope you will see
My dearly beloved is what I want you to be

Can I Have My Heart Back Please?

Three weeks ago I handed you my heart
And we haven't spoken since
There has been no relationship to play a part
My hands, of this I long to rinse
If you don't want to love me then I'll find somebody else who will
Someone that makes me feel one-and-onlyness
Someone that will fill
This loneliness
I need my heart back
Without a break
Without a crack
For heaven's sake
Yes I did love you
But a long distance relationship will not do

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The Reason

Imagine me upon a ledge
Or kissing the barrel of a gun
About to go over the edge
About to let death know he won
But suddenly an angel has bless'd me 
And given me a reason to be
Now this angel is away
And my my depression deepens day, by day
And my mind drifts to the fall
That would quickly end it all
Now my mind drifts to the bullet
And the trigger, my finger longs to pull it
Come back angel and hold me tight
Let me know it'll be alright.