Sunshine

I cannot stand to be outside,
The sun is too bright.
I cannot stand to be inside,
As long as there is light.
Smiles and laughter have escaped me,
As I cry on the phone.
My soul shouts "You have raped me!"
And my tears prove that I am alone.
The pain of losing you,
Tries my very soul.
You have beaten it black and blue,
And made my heart a black hole.
For me, you always were too cool,
And for loving you I am a fool