Desolation

Where do you go when you're ostracized,
And you're constantly alone?
When you're always dodging excuses and lies,
And spending nights at home?

When you try and try,
And never find any love?
And when you always wish you would die,
From a lightning bolt sent from above?

When the loneliness consumes your soul,
And you heart is torn asunder?
When your mind sucks happiness out like a black hole,
And you're told to crawl back to the rock you've been under?

To this i say there is no hope.
Though I'll find salvation at the end of a rope.